...as usual when I go idle even for a second, or as of now too hungry to think of anything else, I start thinking of a thousand ways to get a baby. Massage, heaping on organic foods, more sleep, less sleep, some workout, no workout, positive thinking, yoga, or being nonchalant about it... of course IVF (and here I go imagining myself wagging my finger to my OB&GY absolutely no twins or triplets or etc in the plural!) and even the idea of a surrogate, and adoption. And then feeling like a complete failure and an incomplete person all at once.
Then yesterday received a mail from an old friend married overseas now, and she is expecting no 2 end this mth. She was much more a workaholic than me so it was totally a surprise when she told me she's stopped working for some time to take care of her babies... and found out another colleague who had trouble conceiving has just delivered a 3rd. Just in time to buoy me old woman :D
Someone by Jacob once told me, God put ppl in your life for a reason. Sometimes I just can't beat this... thanks all my dear encouraging friends, fams... love mmuak!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
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Relax, soon it will be your turn :)
ReplyDeletenod nod... smack me for being so impatient :)
ReplyDeletetake a holiday dear...relaxing holiday is what u need
ReplyDeleteoh ya... sean and i with fam are going to cameron highlands (ya, again! :p ) this wkend.
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